lovely bones

Aug 28, 2010

BITCHY style !

I'm miss autonomy, miss nowhere
I'm at the bottom of me
Miss androgyny, miss don’t care
What I've done to me

I am misused, I don’t wanna do
Be not your slave
Misguided, I mind it, I'm missin the train.

And I don't know where I've been
And I don't know what I'm into
And I don't know what I've done to me

And as I watch you disappear into the ground
My one mistake was that I never let you down

So I'll waste my time, and I'll burn my mind
On miss nothing, miss everything

I’m miss fortune miss so soon
I’m like a bottle of pain
Miss matter you had her
now she’s goin’ away

I'm misused, misconstrued
I don’t need to be saved
Miss slighted, I mind it
I'm stuck in the rain anekatips

And I don't know where I am
And I don't know what I'm into
And I don't know what I've done to me

And as I watch you disappear into the ground
My one mistake was that I never let you down
So I'll waste my time, and I'll burn my mind
On miss nothing, miss everything
Miss everything

And as I watch you disappear into my head
Well, there's a man who’s telling me I might be dead
So I'll waste my time, and I'll burn my mind
So I’ll waste my time, and I'll burn my mind
On Miss Nothing, Miss Everything!

Love taylor momsen's band :D she a goth,and a HOT ROCKER!! :)) love her style! :D

Aug 26, 2010


where's the sacred LIMO?! 

*Blair: I had sex with him in the back of a limo. 
Chuck: Several times. 
Nate: I had sex with you at a wedding while I was her date... once. 
(They all turn to Chuck) 
Chuck: I'm Chuck Bass. 
Blair: You can tell us anything, we don't judge, we're the non-judging Breakfast Club. We're your best friends, anything you do is something we did too. 
Serena: If I tell you, it can never leave this room.

bhe bhe oh!! hahaha
sabi mo kasi hanap naman me new pix nya kso lagi nya kasama c blair s goodpix ehh! hahaha.

So cutee and in the same time HOT! 
ed westwick is such a good kisser huh?
bhe? :P

I bet your dying over him :PP
kiddin course not
his just a dream dark knight :P

i know what eager you most!! :)

his inviting you to have dinner date with him :))
owh~ HAHAHA.

Aug 21, 2010

Give me LIFE :D

20 AUGUST 2010
Me & my parents had saved a life :)
We were going to supasave as we head out from the house
then we stop at the spotlight as it is red.
Then i noticed the car beside us has a bird on the top of the door.
I asked my dad if its a real bird and got stuck on the door.
he replied me that is just a design.
My mom got shocked when she saw it too
and she asked the same thing to my dad 
and replied the say thing too.
But i wasnt satisfied as if like i dont wanna believe it and i was staring it the whole time 
until the bird moved as if its trying to fly but it couldnt as its stuck on the door.
I shouted in the car ,'Its a real BIRD! and its stucked'
I badly want to help the poor bird.
My dad helped me too,
so took the attention of the driver beside us by horning his car.
as in BEEP not really loud just normal.
then the driver looked and went out asking us what 
i told her that there's a bird stuck on the door.
As the driver was trying to let it free 
the stoplight turned green
and yeah we left not seeing the bird fly :/
i was worried but we saw the car behind us was the car where the bird got stuck
then it over take us and waved :) 
the bird was free :D 
helping a creature  :)
is wonderful :)

This guy beat my jeajoong !
with his smile and his adorable eyes!
I met this dude when i was searching for something to watch
then i went to animax,
i didnt know its animax music 
I saw his music video 
his so cute 
that i end up giddying in front of the TV
and my brother looking at me in a weird way.
like im going crazy.HEEHEE
Also he was the first japanese guy
i've seen his dance a bit nice though the others i've seen too but not to impressive unlike the koreans :)
but he got my interest HAHAHA 
so im starting to hunt his musix! HEEHEE :P

I'm ready to ROLL :D

free again.
no more waking up in the wee hours 
no more stress
no more burning the midnight oil
no more thick books
AND most of all 

its such a pain in the buttt 
my maths exam was hmmmm.
and now im scared to see my result but im hoping ,my project to help me pass it !
Exam gave students a major stress but not now maybe next year.
and i will be one of them.pffftt.
and the picture above describe me when im thinking during the exam 
well im thinking of an answer 
most of the time i did this on my geography paper! HAHAHA

but luckily i end up finishing and answering most of the questions! 
im so relieved 
but i wished to pass them !
I tried everything for this 2nd term!
damn it pass!
i forgot! SHIT!
i got malay~and yeah im so screwed! :/

Aug 18, 2010

Aug 15, 2010

Pride attracts the girl.
Courage approaches the girl.
Wisdom gets the girl.
Strength puts up with the girl.
Loyalty keeps the girl.

The greatest weakness of most humans
Is their hesitancy to tell others
How much they love them
While they’re alive.

My friends say he's the idiot for letting go.
But I think I'm the idiot for holding on

It's not my fault I fell for you,
You tripped me.

She didn't giggle or blush wildly when she saw him.
She didn't write his name all over pieces of paper.
She simply lived with his face in her heart all the time.
A kind of sweet hurtful ache.

When the day comes that he realizes
What a mistake he made
Get on with your life.
&& Don't wait on his lies

Never regret. 
If it’s good, it’s wonderful.
If it’s bad, it’s experience.

God opens millions of flowers
Without forcing the buds.
It reminds us not to force anything
For things happen in the right time.

Worrying is a waste of time,
It doesn't change anything,
It just messes with your mind
&& steals your happiness.

My theory is if you look confident,
You can pull off anything.
Even if you have no clue
What you're doing.

Just be who you are. 
Wait your turn, don't push. 
Be beautiful. Be graceful. 
If you're gonna get angry, 
Be angry behind closed doors. 
Don't ever let them see you sweat 
&& just hold your head up, no matter what. 
Don't ever let anyone stomp on you.

Even though we're no longer together, I still care about you.
Not in the same way, of course. But that's me;
I won't just leave the one I once loved out alone.

Life is too short. Kiss slowly,
Love deeply, && forgive quickly.
Forget the past, but remember
What it taught you.

 I just wanted to thank you
 For calling me back
When i hung up on you,
&& grabbing 
my arm
When i started walking away

One thing I truly knew-
knew it in the pit of my stomach,
in the center of my bones,
knew it from the crown of my head
to the soles of my feet,
knew it deep in my empty chest -
Was how love gave someone
The power to break you.
I'd been broken beyond repair

He looked at me && said,
"Do you ever feel like you're working
For something you're never going to get?
A shoot and miss kind of deal.
Like, no matter what, you can't have it,
But that makes you fight for it just a little bit more"?
I looked at him, stared at him for a second,
&& replied, "everyday".

For once in her life, just once.
She wished someone would give her a chance.
So she could prove them && the world,
That she was worth it.

Why do we hold back the words
We mean the most?

You're like a song that I heard
When I was a little kid but 
I knew until I heard it 


heart && he said 
I'll love you forever . 
She smiled && said 
"Just warn me when
starts to end."

Aug 14, 2010

Let's grab our converse
&& run the hell out of here.
We'll put on our headphones
&& we'll scream our hearts out.
This is the part where we don't care anymore,
&& we'll trade it all for better days.

I’m not very good with words
(But baby I’ll try for you)

I don't understand how
You can just look at me,
&& not say one word to me

People say never regret something
That once made you smile,
But what if what once
Made you smile now makes you cry?

People say never regret something
That once made you smile,
But what if what once
Made you smile now makes you cry?

Everyday people look at me,
&& they see someone strong.
But say his name to me,
&& then you'll find out that
Strength is all an illusion.


I thought I was done, and I thought it was all over.
I keep trying to trick myself into thinking these things,
&& I'm guessing I'm good at it because I thought it worked.
I thought I was over you, but I'm not,
&& I really don't think I will be for a long time.

I'm the girl who prefers one rose instead of a dozen.
I'm the girl who would rather stay in on a Friday night
Than go to a wild party with random strangers.
I'm the girl who wouldn't want you
To wait on her hand and foot,
But would do anything to make you happy.
I'm the girl who would enjoy having a movie night
Rather than going to some fancy restaurant.
I'm the girl who would rather
Stay up all night sharing secrets
Than going out and getting drunk
I'm the girl who will love you more
Than anyone can possibly dream of.
I'm the girl who would give
The world to see you smile.

He's not perfect. You aren't either,
&& the two of you will never be perfect.
But if he can make you laugh at least once,
Causes you to think twice,
&& if he admits to being human and making mistakes,
Hold onto him and give him the most you can.
He isn't going to quote poetry,
He's not thinking about you every moment,
But he will give you a part of him
That he knows you could break.
Don't hurt him, don't change him,
&& don't expect more than he can give.
Don't analyze. Smile when he makes you happy,
Yell when he makes you mad,
&& miss him when he's not there.
Love hard when there is love to be had.
Because perfect guys don't exist,
But there's always one guy
That is perfect for you.

You know what really sucks about

falling for a guy you know

you're not right for?

You fall anyway because

you think he might turn out

to be different.

Love is a magic between two people that
Cannot be explained and cannot be conjured.

All she really wants is for you to finally
Get the nerve to say how you really feel about her.
That way, when you look at her,
She's not still second guessing what you really mean.

Randomly, she bites her lip,
Hiding the picture in her mind. 
Randomly, she smiles, she remembers
Every word you said that night.

&& it's the same old story.
I like this boy, he likes that girl.
&& the girl won't give him a second look. But I'm glad.
Because if she did he would get her for sure.
&& the fact that she doesn’t, keeps my hopes up.

She doesn't want to explain what she feels

Because she doesn`t exactly know.

Half of her loves him,

But half of her wants to let him go.

* damn this is so relating!

So let's lie in the grass, stare at the stars.
Live for the moment, figure out who we are.

Head over heart,
I'm better off without you,
Heart over head
I miss you.

You know what's the difference 
Between promises && memories?
We break promises, where as
Memories break us.

Maybe i'm not in love with you.
At this point, I realize I deserve so much better than you.
So even though, we're not meant to be together,
I'm always going to care about you.
&& I really don't think there's anything
That could ever change that. 

I would give everything

As long as I can be your anything

If it's a broken part, replace it.
If it's a broken arm, then brace it.
&& if it's a broken heart, baby just face it.

It was the first time I saw him in weeks, && I was 

avoiding him.
He tried to catch my attention, but I blew him off.
I wanted him to see that I was happy without him.
When he finally caught my eye,
I made a remark that I never regretted,
Because it showed him how strong I really am. 

but it turned out he wanted me back in hi life.


I will wait for you forever

If you would just ask me.

I thought that I could change you,

But you changed me.